At some point you have to pull your self back and stop thinking about “it”. It can be any number or events, or people. Regardless of the thought, the problem is that you keep replaying it so much that youve distorted your thinking. What didn’t happen didn’t happen. What ifs are irrelevent and replaying negative thoughts only tears you apart. You can’t change the past and you can’t change the weather. Why bother? Let it go.
The more pressure applied the harder you have to push back. It might seem like a bad thing but the anxiety from all the pressure forces you to be stronger, to be better. Sometimes I feel exhausted from working so much. At those times I remember that I want to be the type of person that will keep giving even when I have nothing left to give.
When you die your dream dies with you. All you can do is work hard in order to turn that dream into a reality that lasts. haha. I can’t believe this semester is my senior show. Wasn’t it just yesterday that I took my first art class? I guess not…. somehow yesterday is suddenly 6 1/2 years ago. Either way I have a lot of work ahead of me. Let’s work hard in 2012. Ok?